i miss you so much....

yesterday night we have a little quarrel..i really don't wish that will happen on us anymore... you said i does not care bout you feeling!!!! you are wrong!!! i care your feeling more then myself.. why you want to say like that??? my heart was so pain... i know this few day our topic is not a topic you like.. I'm sorry that i have make you angry.. you know how much i love you?? how much i care you?? i really don't wish have anyone or anythings spoil my relationship.. for me,you are very important..... sometimes i really jealous,why you sms with her,but not me??? I'm your girlfriend,i jealous is normal right??? but i have tell myself, must mature abit..she is you friend,is normal friend with friend sms...but the feeling was so sour... i don't know when you see this what you will think,maybe you will say i not enough trust you? or I'm childish?? hey dear..i really trust you! i agree sometime in front i really childish...i really wanna tell you my feeling,to let you understand that..
just now morning i called you.. i really not sure you are busy or free,but i just wanna say morning and i love you..some more ask you take good care of yourself,that all only..but when you answer my call,i hear your voice and the way you talk to me..i ad know I'm wrong..you are busy something and also not so want to talk with me,but i still act like nothing.. you ask me:"do you know I'm busy?" i know that..but what can i say...i just say:"yala..i know la..but miss you ma,want to hear your voice ma.." you say back:"now you hear ad la?do you think is a suit time we talk?when you going to shift your character?" what you say is inside my heart...i try my best to do all,but you did not feel it...nevermind...i will try more harder let you feel and see it!!! i don't know when this day will come,but it will came soon... i wish tonight can see you and have a talk with you.. talk with you face to face...i will feel better after i face to face talk with you... hope tonight can meet you..